letting go

ever felt like u wanted sth so badly but u just cant have it? and the feeling bottles up within you and starts eating your heart and your soul. everytime u feel that way, the feeling accumulates within that small room.. stuffed til the point of explosion, and continuously eats you up. til you're left with nothing. nothing at all. when the people you care about turn their backs on you. when the people you trusted undermined your efforts. when the people you loved doesnt seem to care at all. the whole world seems to be engulfed in dark clouds. no cars on the road. no people on the streets. no rustle of the leaves. n you're all by yourself. alone.

let me learn to let go.